Hello my sweet angels peeps!!!! My new name is Auntie Kayla
forever!!!! Kieren Lee Lynker-Johnson was born first last friday weighing in at 6pds12oz(12:56) and his baby bro Aieden Alter Lynker-Johnson came bouncin in at
12:58pm weighing a cool pickle of 7pds8oz!!!
Im soo damn happy I could kiss the moon(I still steal lines from my Patch and Kayla LOL..that one is Oct 87' Kayla to Patch LOL)...They are so damn cute and smell so heavenly...*sniff*....Here I am in Santa Barbara CA...and yes the theme song to our once great soap SB keeps poppin in my head LOL...and we have all been on a rollie coaster!!!
On friday my brave mom and sister went where we never
thought theyd go and mom held her hand tight as she had her c-section...I have explained about my past with a certain loved one...*ahem* my sister *ahem* and
my apprehension(sp?) about all of this happening since she and I didnt start off well when we were young...But damned if my sister didnt fight for these
babies!She was living in PA. alone giving herself invitro shots when she HATES shots and she just knew what she wanted...it was a battle to get back here and
her and her hubbys marriage needs work..But I have to say that I have seen them both change sooo beautifully in the last few days that I pray it lasts forever
for these kids...There is no doubt they love them with all their heart and the love that me and my mom and my aunt have given has been helpful to them and we
feel honored to be there for them and the twins...
I will be erasing that part above in a few days becuz my sister deserves a lot of credit for the those beautiful souls she brought into this world...She has changed dramatically and yet not at all LOL...But when they handed her baby K (named after my mom Karen) my sister layed him on her chest and all worries and pain went away and she became a true mom now connected forever to these lil souls that need her...She can be a very difficult person but what Ive seen of her in the last few days is the sister Ive always wanted *sniff*....
Mom and I and anut Ellie are so exhausted from everyday at the hosp...and papa is worn too..Infact poor dude gave the best moment in my experience through this when he went to go see if the babies had been born yet and left me and my aunt and my sisters "step mom" on the hosp patio...and 5 mins later he came out and like a movie magic moment you will never forget he came out to the patio with the news that in that 5 mins they were not only born but he just saw them and their pefect...he did this all as he ...broke down in the sweeetest lil boy way needing us 3 woman to hold him as he just became a pop for life........
It was the sweetest moment I will ever have with him as Ive hated him something aweful for treating my pappy miserably just before he passed...Its been a anger and resentment that I dont like having and becuz Ive seen him get treated like I used to by sister recently I have stepped back and rethought those negative feelings...While I'll never let him know how angry I let him make me.....I saw in that beautiful moment a man who became a man when he bawled the tears of joy and fear of his new sons births and his wife's good health....He must have said "Their ok" so many times that by the fifth time LOL we just started laughing becuz he would just keep crying and grabbiing us to hold....And then and then! Poor thing got sick last night when he took over for us(we watch babies from 8am-8pm he gets night) ...poor thing was holding one of the babies last night an wasnt feeling good and had the sense of mind to put the baby down when all of the sudden he barfed all over one of the babies basinets!!!OMG! We get a call at 1am from my sister that he's sick and just barfed on one of the babies!!! LMAO....poor dude didnt hit the baby LOL but was laughing about it this morning when he came to say gbye to my aunt and pay for the hotel......LMAO....poor thing(this whole post is prolly going to have to be waay edited LOL like they will ever see it LOL)
I am sitting right now in the hosp cafeteria waiting for2 1/2 hrs to go up and see my sister and mom and A&K...
only one person can visit until 1pm....so Im glad my lil puter that
Ive had so many challenges with is letting me steal some free wireless routing!!! Yea!!! Opps got to go for a few mins my mama just came down to eat!!! be back
soon!!!
Love to all and all who sit and listen to my long winded stories!!!hahahaha
Love Kayla
